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an explanation to what has been happening.

if anyone wants to know what has been happening to me,like why i sometimes appear online or my friendster appears to be logged in the last 24 hours, well here's the truth.i've been out of the hostel. i know this is kind of shocking andd all that but i've a reason for not contacting you guys, it's my contract with the A&G girl's home. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO CONTACT ANY OF MY FRIENDS! or even let them know that i'm back.wtf right?! cause if i do so, i'll be sent back inside there.the time i spent there was terrible. especially when i chose to go for the 24 hours lock-up instead so that i can go back home the next day.it was literally like a prison cell.there was just a toilet bowl and hard floor!i was only given 2 meals and there was no fan or even any light! the only light i had was sunlight, and when the sun set, it was damn fucking scary. thank god i had a torch light or i swear i'd be dead by now.so very sorry. i'd really like to contact you especially you guys, wei,esther,chel. sighs.i missed you guys damn loads.

2:48 p.m. - Friday, Apr. 13, 2007